You ever start to feel about someone in a certain way (and not a good one) and you know that you really should tell them, but for whatever reason you can't, and it's eating away at you....
Well when you do than this'll make a little more sense. Basically I'm dating a boy, for about 2 weeks now, and I've come to realize that I don't think of him that way anymore. He doesn't fit me. The people I'm used to hanging out with are mostly borderline insane. It's awesome. They make life worth living. I feed off of that raw energy. But when it comes to the guy, He's really mellow. Calm. He pretty much sits there and listens to whatever random nonsense that we happen to be talking about. Then when we are alone it's pretty much the same. No play-fighting, no random banter of any sort. We just sit there and watch a movie, or something online....It just doesn't work for me.
So here's the problem. I want to break up with him, but we are graduating in 2 days, we are grad dates, and in the same limo. So now I'm afraid that if I break up with him before then that it'll put a huge damper on the event. I made up my mind that I would wait till after grad, but since then it's been eating away at me......
That's my venting......
*I love how my first entry is intense like this*
About Me
- Hibiskiss
- A mildly confused, and equal confusing girl. And yes a girl. There is still so much to learn that I am not nearly a woman. I am a dancer/snowboarder/anime lover. And I hang out with a group of people who are borderline insane, but in a good way. They are my life and I depend on them so much it's not even funny. They are like caffeine to me. scratch that. They are my happy drug.
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